seriously. fuck everything. every time i think i’ve hit a new low, it just gets deeper in the shit.

all my friends are doing interesting things with their lives

and here i am sat with a shit load of debt, unemployed, in my home town and without a single bit of motivation to do anything about it - due to being a useless piece of shit.

what is even the fucking point

Aufschub bringt Gefahr.

Ein Unglück kommt selten allein.

so financially ruined it’s not even funny